The first few months of 2019 have been especially stressful and challenging for me. As I mentioned in my previous post, university gave me one of the worst anxiety crisis I have ever had, leaving me exhausted, scared and disappointed. During these weeks, I have been trying really hard to get back up on my… Continue reading As of March 2019: what have I been up to?
Someone once told me to pick my battles carefully, because sometimes it's better to be at peace with yourself than to win. I have been thinking about these words a lot these days. The past month my mental health has been at an all time low. I honestly don't remember my anxiety ever being this… Continue reading Sometimes it is okay to give up | The Anxiety Chronicles
Yesterday was magical. I won't write much, because I want to include in the post as many photos as possible. At 3.30PM my mom suddenly asked me if I wanted to climb up the hill next to our house and go see the sunset from up there. It was a beautiful sunny day and we… Continue reading Cloud hunting & December sunsets | Diary #05
December is here and it started in the best way for me. My parents were away for the weekend, and I was planning to just get a lot of sleep and lock myself up in my bedroom to study as much as I could while I was alone. However, I had a sort of breakdown… Continue reading December, alone time & tiny book fairs | Diary #04
Long story short: I have a phobia of doctors. And I need to get my wisdom teeth pulled out. I've known for almost one year, but life (& anxiety) has stopped me all this time. There's no urgency, from what my dentist said, but I still feel kind of dumb for avoiding it for so… Continue reading The Anxiety Chronicles | Wisdom teeth nightmare part 1
It's finally gotten colder and it feels like winter is right around the corner. This morning when I woke up the temperature barely reached 2ºC. The sky is grey and it looks like it might even snow. This type of weather... it's weird, it makes me feel both lonely and very serene at the same… Continue reading Mid-Novermber days, flower shops and cafes | Diary #03
I have been feeling frustrated these past few days, and completely unmotivated. You know when there are so many things you want to do and you are aware of the fact that you'll never have enough time to do everything, so you end up doing nothing at all? That has been me for weeks. November… Continue reading Of feeling unmotivated, unproductive and unsatisfied | Diary #02
Sunday was an especially relaxing day. I wasn't feeling too well to be honest, and when I woke up I was sure I would end up spending the whole day in bed cuddling my cat. However, on the third Sunday of October my tiny little village always organizes a tiny little autumn fair, held in… Continue reading Of teeny tiny local fairs and feeling of belonging | Diary #01
Last Monday at 4PM my wifi decided to die. We called the internet provider company and it took them a day to get back to us, then another couple of days to find out what was wrong and it still ended with us having to call a local technician to solve the problem. Having no… Continue reading No internet for a week: here’s what I have been up to!